Weekend blues...

My emotions have been swinging from one extreme to the other these few days. Having doubts on what I want from life and what I am working for. Sometimes I want to help others, live for others and do everything I can to make this world a better place. This, I know the current me is incapable of doing. I want to do something in return to all that I have received. Yet, whatever I have to offer is insignificant. The only thing I can do now is to keep working, so that one day I will be able to help science inch forward.

Yet, this is impeded by my selfishness to want to live my own life to the fullest, leading a life that I would look back with no regrets. There is nothing wrong with wanting a fulfilling life, I know, except that I know some of the life I desire would bring no joy to anyone but myself. Is it too selfish to waste my time on these things when I could be using the same time to do something more for others? I don't know...

I must have watched too much "1 litre of tears". Supposed to be going out today and tomorrow but both have been canceled unfortunately=( So I had decided to invest the time in the inspiring show instead. Not a wasted drop of tears or time, if you ask me, because I am more than certain that I have chosen the right career path for myself.





I HAD CURRRYYY!! Good food always make me happy:) Having the curry certainly made my day (I know I am pathetic), especially in the good company of my housemates. I miss eating with them. In fact, I miss human company. Everyone's having exams, so it's pretty much left to me to talk to myself (so please talk to me if u see me. PLEASE!!!). Somebody save me!!!!