Emo bitch

Can't sleep. Ate too much ice cream and waffles I think. GELARE TUESDAY:)



Also, read this touching fictional story of some guy who had brain cancer. 30 min b4 the surgery (which had a high risk), the girlfriend and him were counting down and dreading the imminent surgery. Somehow, it struck a cord with me, because it seemed parallel with the 30mins b4 I enter the departure hall, leaving all my close ones behind. I dread the coming 30 mins in 2 mth's time, when I have to leave him again. Even now, at night, I dun like to sleep, even though I am very tired, because once I close my eyes, it's one day gone. Time passes so fast.



Emotional wreck, that's wat I am.



Sometimes, I wish that I can have both overseas studies and my bf by my side. I know what the obvious choice would be now but it's way too late for regrets. There'd be another crossroad in 2years' time. I hope I would make a wise decision.


On a happier note, I went out with my JC classmates on sun! Went to mind's cafe. Had fun!! Everyone's changed, but it's good to know that we are still comfortable with each other. Even won a $10 discount! My lucky hands!!!!!


Met up with Mich today, hence the ice cream and waffles. Phew!!!




I think I should stop reading and watching heart wrenching stories before I become really an emo bitch.