Home

The past 2 weeks have been a trial. I hardly felt homesick in my first term. But ever since I have been back from Singapore, I have been missing home.



Home. It sounds cliche but I really feel that home is where your family and friends are. If everyone who matters to me shift here with me, I wouldn't care where I am. I wouldn't be feeling what I am feeling now. I always appreciate my friends and cherish them. But I didn't know just how big a role my friends play in my world until I am away. So big a role that I wish I am not living through this lesson. I would rather not learn.



Home. That's where I know I have lived and made a difference. I know what is missing in my current life. I haven't made much difference to others, to my surroundings. Gab C. did say that I should have no doubt that I made a difference, no matter how small. But I am still not satisfied. I feel like I have not contributed back to the society. I don't useful at the moment, and that's what matters ultimately. I can do a lot of stuff, but it's the impact that matters. I need to reprioritise (how do u spell??) my values in life.



Yep! And it's time to start thinking of CNY. That would be a good turning point:)