22 June 2007

Home bound

Home home home! Pack pack pack! Party party party!



Phew... It ain't a joke when one ends her exams 2 days b4 she flies home. Went shopping yesterday. Really good shopping:) Bought mostly everyth I wanted to buy. Packed my room when I came home last night.



Today, I have been packing since I woke up. Strangely enough, while it takes forever to make me wake up over the revision period, I woke up after 6h of sleep only today. Anyway, I actually did laundry. It's a BIG accomplishment! My roommate thinks tt I am lazy coz I REFUSE to do laundry until I have to (ie, till I take out my last pair of undies from my wardrobe). HEHHEH!! To give me some credit, the laundry room is 4 floors down. So far away:(



Yep, will be going for BMS picnic later. Hope it will be good:) After tt, I will pack my luggage. Then I will be going clubbing. Doing an all nighter, until prob 6am. Come home, grab my boxes to shift over to Lipen's place. Sotring my stuff over summer with him. Then after tt, heading to the airport straight:D Hopefully, I will be so shagged by then that I will sleep all the way to Singapore. There's nth I hate more than to be trapped on the plane when I just want to reach home asap. When I went back in dec, the trip was very good, coz the only reason I woke up was coz I was too thirsty. Even then, I only rmb vaguely waking up to drink some water. Hopefully, this will happen again.



Will be looking fwd to seeing my family again at the airport. Bought lotsa stuff for them:D



Also looking fwd to seeing TE at night. Although I really really want to see him at the airport, he's been sleeping so little this week, so I tot it best tt he sleeps in on sunday. Just hoping tt we'll be able to see each other at night. Hopefully, things will turn out fine. *fingers cross*


And yes, all my friends. Classmates, touch rugby and all random friends! I AM GOING HOME!

17 June 2007

What have I done...

Maybe it's exam stress. Maybe it's the constant hard work tt has been going on for the past 3 months. Maybe it's coz it's the time of the month again. Maybe it's the excitement and fear of disappoinment about going home. Maybe I am just such an idiot.



How would I know which of the above is true when they all happen at the same time! I just wish that I had met WR earlier. Seeing whatever she had to give me would have given me so much faith and strength to go on. But I have to see her 2 hours after I'd done my foolish deed.



But I dun care anymore.



Sigh... Actually, I dun care abt anything anymore. I dun even care abt the paper tmr. I have more than half of my syllabus not done, but I dun care anymore. Can't study, can't think properly, can't be bothered:( SIGH! I might actually fail this paper but I dun care anymore!



It just takes too much brain power to be understanding. I have reached my limits. I need some time to recharge before I can take up the challenge again. But I WILL take up the challenge again.




If some of u dun understand this blog entry, dun worry. I am just being a child!

13 June 2007

The becoming of the alcoholic

Can I say sth... Despite all harm alcohol does, it is the remedy to insomnia. Blah blah abt how alcohol doesn't work blah blah tt I will wake up feeling worse blah blah.... Desperate times call for desperate measures...


Which reminds me that my bottle of Bailey's finishing. Gotta top up by stealing from others. Less than 2 weeks left, so it wun be worthed it buying more.



Finished my first paper an hour ago! YESH!!!!!! Could be worse... therefore, cheerios to alcohol!

09 June 2007

Last stretch till the end!

Less than 2 weeks now to end of exams... Looking forward to the end but the dread the emminent exams:(



Boo! I spent 4 pounds on fruits for lunch today. FOUR pounds. And TWO pounds went to just a small box of watermelon. The box is about 8cm x 8cm x3cm big. But the craving is there and the water melon was sweet. So I dun really feel the pinch of the money YET. I might when I see the dwindling bank account. The other two pounds went to cherries. Yummy! Half Price! Heheheee... Well, I can't bring my money to my grave but I can bring my body along, so might as well feed my body well...