17 June 2007

What have I done...

Maybe it's exam stress. Maybe it's the constant hard work tt has been going on for the past 3 months. Maybe it's coz it's the time of the month again. Maybe it's the excitement and fear of disappoinment about going home. Maybe I am just such an idiot.



How would I know which of the above is true when they all happen at the same time! I just wish that I had met WR earlier. Seeing whatever she had to give me would have given me so much faith and strength to go on. But I have to see her 2 hours after I'd done my foolish deed.



But I dun care anymore.



Sigh... Actually, I dun care abt anything anymore. I dun even care abt the paper tmr. I have more than half of my syllabus not done, but I dun care anymore. Can't study, can't think properly, can't be bothered:( SIGH! I might actually fail this paper but I dun care anymore!



It just takes too much brain power to be understanding. I have reached my limits. I need some time to recharge before I can take up the challenge again. But I WILL take up the challenge again.




If some of u dun understand this blog entry, dun worry. I am just being a child!

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